To start: my husband and his family are very old school Peruvian raised in Peru then Connecticut, I'm about as white as it gets born and raised in Arkansas. They feel that once I have his child I'm basically my husbands property for lack of better description. We are having a HUGE arguments over a name for our son. He wants Rico wich I hate, I would like something not to Hispanic or something that doesn't require an accent to say. They are all against me to the point where I feel as if the baby isn't even mine anymore. They all want this or that. (Not just the name but everything to do with raising him) and it's like they choose to completely ignore the fact that I AM the boys mother and my family and I have ways to do things to. I can't take much I this anymore! It's my baby ! But he doesn't even stand up for me and say stop, this is our son. He just lets everyone go on and takes there side like I should have no say because I'm jus the woman pushin it out and I have no claim to the boy. The only saving grave is I'm down in Arkansas with my family for the duration of the pregnancy since it's my first and I absolutely hate peruvian food. Oh btw we love with his mother and sister so yea, my life is a living hell. I feel like I'm loosing all say in my own child's life and I'm depressed and miserable and stressed and just have no idea what to do.
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