I just saw my grandma on skype for the first time in a year! I've never been away from her for over a few days so I should be THRILLED right now to have seen her as we are living in totally different counries at the moment ... unfortunately thats not even close to my mood right now!
My VERY evil aunt was beside her during the whole conversation and my mom and husband (who were right beside me), were convincing me to share with my grandma that I am pregnant! Of course I want her to know (even though she does have alzheimer's) ... But we have been keeping our pregnancy a secret for the past 4.5 months from basically everyone because we don't want certain family members finding out!
Sooo I went and put on my most "pregnancy revealing tank" to show my grandma and her face light up, it was the most beautiful memory for me! My aunt .. not so much! She didn't say congratulations, she didn't even smile, all she said was "OH, shes pregnant!!" and pointed for my grandma to see! This woman has always hated me from birth (jealous of my relationship with my mom and my grandma, she feels I've basically stolen everything from her in my childhood that she never had). Sorry that she feels that way, but obviously its not my fault! I feel like shit right now I don't know what I was expecting, I'm not sure if its because of her reaction or because of the fact that she now knows!?
I'm so paranoid that shes going to go out of her way to make my life even more miserable than she already has with all her negative energy! I know I didn't indicate A LOT about the relationship but trust me shes not a nice person! :( I'm just so scared right now for some reason, I feel stupid!